I don't even care about the stuff. I don't want flowers, or chocolate, or those other tokens. I just want someone to love and to love me, and to be here, and to want to show me that. I want love and sex and kisses and cuddles and affection so badly it hurts. It's the fact that the holiday reinforces that I'll never have those that kills me.
And I just can't ignore all of that, as much as I want to.
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Date: 2009-02-13 04:36 pm (UTC)And I just can't ignore all of that, as much as I want to.