ANONYMENTS!

[yiskah]

On the request of ONE OF YOU WHO SHALL REMAIN NAMELESS, I am deeming today Anon Comment Friday. (If I can work out how to enable anonymous comments on the new LJ update page, GOD.) Tell me things that make you happy! Tell me things that make you sad! Share your hopes, your dreams, your scandal! Write a song! Write a poem! Draw a picture in Paint and post it! Etc.

I am off RAFTING ON THE GODDAMN NILE around 4pm and need to work like a bastard until then, so I probably won't be checking in much - play nice, lovelies.

x

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I feel pretty sure that no-one will ever fancy/love me, but then I remember the people who have, and I feel bad for not appreciating that, and dreadful for thinking that they are not the sort of people I want to love and or fancy me, and so probably I deserve not to be loved or fancied by the people I would like to mutually love and or fancy. I think also though that I mostly submit to melancholia about sexual/romantic relationships when I am feeling lonely in platonic relationships. I think I would just like to be someone who I like's favourite person, or near favourite, and I don't think that's true for the people who are my favourite people.

I think I am basically worried about not being able to spend time with people I love when the end of the world comes and there is clinging.

[(Anonymous)]

I came here to say sort of the same thing I think. I'm realizing lately that I've been investing too much energy in people who wouldn't give me the attention and time I wanted or needed, and not nearly enough energy on the people I've liked and admired the most. I've not been daring enough, either in my pursuit of relationships or in thinking about who I want those relationships to be with and how I want them to play out.

It's not too late though! Hopefully the end of the world is a way off yet so there's still time to find people to be mutual favorites with.